Sunday, March 15, 2009
THE BLACKEST DARKNESS.
OH MY GOODNESS ME.
today was energy and brain sucking. all the four hours there were a waste. The only important thing i grasp was the few points which were hinted for the exam which lasted like...3 mins? If i knew, i really shouldnt come today and be stressed up like that.
This song somehow fits the situation now:
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't want to try now....
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take my tears
I hate this part right here.
I'm just SO exhausted physically and mentally, really. All i want to do is forget about everything. Easier said then done. I have another year and 7 months. I'm living in a crash course and trust me, it ain't easy especially when you have a teacher who gives you degree level assignments/tests etc. I literally need have a mind of someone ten years older. CRUDE.
this is what happens when you're one of the few seventeen year old,
when you're going a different route from others.
Impressive for a seventeen year old? tell me about it.
Meagan left her fingerprints
@ 7:08 PM