Tuesday, March 31, 2009

EMILY'S DAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY EMILY! don't worry i won't disclose your age. I know women's age is a very touchy subject. Anyway, have a great day! (:

I pray that this birthday will be different in a way from your other birthdays and that you can feel and see God's love more and more each year. Thankyou for all the joy, care, concern, love and not forgetting knowledge about how to 'beat' myself (HAHAHA LOL) you've given me! I appreciate it and i always will. May you continue to be a servant of God as He wanted you to be. I won't forget the times when i was in my antisocial state and you were there to stand by me despite what others think and just accept me for who i am(: and you were one of the reasons why i looked forward to saturdays! BUDDIES FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER, AMEN? Amen!

Daddy's finally back, yay my best form of transportation is finally back! hahha kidding lah, i'm just thankful you're back daddy(: i dont know why but i'm sweating as if i'm running a 10km run! Ridiculous. I miss BMW (Book and Music Week) in KC!! It was a traditional and unique thing which only KC had. Well, i had it for four years and i'm glad i had it(: I CANT WAIT TO TAKE THE DRIVING THEORY TEST IN LIKE ABOUT 2 MONTHS PLUS TIME! and my DSLR, soon. real soon. till then, i'll just keep preparing and dreaming(:

I'll be waiting and i'm waiting for the right time, the right place and the right desicion.

In you I trust, i will not doubt.

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Sunday, March 29, 2009

JUDY'S NINETEEEEN!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JUDY!!!! ♥

thankyou for everything, girl! thankyou for always making me laugh, letting me learn stuff i never knew, for encouraging me, for standing up for truth, for being my pillar of strength and for just being you. Thankyou for being there for me when i always needed somone. Thankyou for putting up with sometimes with my weird personality and thankyou for being, just YOU! We have many things in common, i guess that is why we can click. You're someone everyone wants to befriend and i'm glad i've got to know you despite it's only been almost a year now. I'm thankful to God for putting you in my life! Plus you're the only one, besides God that understands how i feel for you know what and i'm glad we can support each other through thick and thin yeah? Here's to many more years of friendship! (: I pray that God will continue to be your light onto your path in any situation and that He knows what's best for us and sometimes we need to go through certain tasks and test to prove that we meant what we said when we say 'WE TRUST AND BELIEVE IN HIM'. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL, ILY! I'll never ever forget those memories we had!!

On another happy note, my diploma in business administration is finally over!!! But the wait for ACF results gives me the jitters and the stress which is going to follow in May. Well i know He'll be right there beside me all the way! (: Daddy's coming home in the wee hours on tuesday, hip hip hooray! MISSYOULIKECRAZY! :(

Thee eyes are the windows to one's mind, soul and emotions.

Don't close the windows of your heart without letting love in-love conquers ALL.

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

GOODBYE APATHY.

I took this picture out of my window a few days ago, around the same day when many people saw beautiful sunsets, this was the best i got. One word: AWESOME.

Daddy's leaving to china this fri :( it feels empty and weird without him. sigh but he'll be back real soon. Hope he'll have a safe flight to and fro(: you better use mason's lappy to skype or msn us ah!

So i've got like a month of holiday, my big break before my big degree. Hmmm, daddy's been asking me to work but it's not as easy as you say! Find me work which is suitable for me lahhh! sigh. I'll just see if there're any opportunites, if not i'll just fully enjoy my holidays, going out, slacking, watchin tons and tons of tv and videos on youtube(:

Is white vinegar the same as apple cider vinegar? Or is apple cider vinegar better as its natural? Hmmm i'll just have to try it out and see how it goes.

I love informative shows. HAHA recently got addicted to making jello fruits, its really unique huh. I'll upload some pics after i take them(: I WANT MY DSLR CAM ASAP! I'm working towards it. Latest by end of this year! BY HOOK OR CROOOK!(:

Cant wait to meet desert peeps, judy, joy, xb and elmo! APRIL COME FAST! haha alright i'm going to rest after a hard day's of housework. hey, no easy task alright!

Jesus, i decide to live in the life that shouts your fame!
Somethings are just not meant for you to know.

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Friday, March 20, 2009

IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO ME NOW.

Applied Corporate Finance exam was indeed tougher then i thought. So much for all the concentrated studying i did. Well, i did my utmost best and i'll leave the rest to God and not worry about it and enjoy my holiday before degree comes knocking on my door. There's nothing i can do, can i?

I'm thankful for today when all my primary/secondary memories came back to me. Krystal's friends (xinlin, jingyi and bernice) came to our house for the SBSP project and they are indeed a interesting and sweet bunch(: Especially when xinlin really, really remind me of ZANN LOW. The way she talk, LAUGH, act.. haha you can see the different sides and character of a person and plus my sixth sense, it just makes it easier and no one's perfect, SO? Had a great time today actually with four of these 12 year old girls(: Thanks for the memories, girls! (: yeah and so what if you two are taller then me huh. hahahahaha! you made me laugh a whole lot today lah but i enjoyed every second of it YO!

p.s hey xinlin, i can't thank you enough for helping me about you know what. Greatly appreciated. I will be as consistent as i can and hopefully it will turn out fine(: THANKYOU!

On the random note, xinlin's got me addicted to 'Halo' and 'The man who can't be moved'. ahhaha nice lyrics(: and tmr's buddy emily's partyyyyy. YEAH MAN!

I found a way to let you in,

cause you're my saving grace.

I know there's no point worrying,

so i'll leave everything in your hands, like what i've always done(:

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

JUST A LITTLE BIT LONGER.

Exactly 12 hours from now i'll be leavin home for my ACF paper(thankfully my last diploma paper). I still don't understand why i must learn hard-core degree ACF questions. I mean why can't i learn it next year as i'm supposed to? I can only pray that i won't forget everything because of my nervousness. I pray. I believe. I trust. I hope. THIS TOO SHALL PAST!!! Alright i'm going to mug for ACF now :/

WELL BEGUN, HALF DONE!
THE FIRST STEP IS AS GOOD AS HALF OVER!

we can do it! ALL THE BEST FOR JUDY, MICH,MAXINE and FENNY too(:

just a little bit longer and i won't have to suffer,
just a little while longer and we'll all be delivered(:

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Sunday, March 15, 2009

THE BLACKEST DARKNESS.

OH MY GOODNESS ME.
today was energy and brain sucking. all the four hours there were a waste. The only important thing i grasp was the few points which were hinted for the exam which lasted like...3 mins? If i knew, i really shouldnt come today and be stressed up like that.

This song somehow fits the situation now:

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't want to try now....

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take my tears
I hate this part right here.

I'm just SO exhausted physically and mentally, really. All i want to do is forget about everything. Easier said then done. I have another year and 7 months. I'm living in a crash course and trust me, it ain't easy especially when you have a teacher who gives you degree level assignments/tests etc. I literally need have a mind of someone ten years older. CRUDE.

this is what happens when you're one of the few seventeen year old,
when you're going a different route from others.
Impressive for a seventeen year old? tell me about it.

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

SLAVES OF DEPRAVITY.

balloons are like friends, arent they?

I took this picture opposite my flat cause i wanted to keep it as a rememberance not to take things for granted. 5 years pass so fast, and they are re-painting our flats again but i really don't see why they are wasting money and effort when the paint is still pretty new. Anyway, that thing that supports those workers are super unstable and dangerous and it's so much hard work. It's kinda hilarious when they are painting and the windows are open. HAHA. i kinda feel for them but oh well, like i can help them. But if i could, i would.

ACF exam is in exactly a week time. plus the exam will be held at bukit merah SPRING campus, which makes it worse. The thing is, it's the toughest and most boring module YET.

Assignment and presentation is in 3 days time, wow time to CHIONG like siao again.

Vijaya's birthday is in 10 days time, luckily i've done what needs to be done.

Judy's birthday is in 17 days time, and i haven't completed some stuff yet.

Buddy Emily's birthday is in 19 days time and i havent even started on hers.

But, i'm looking forward to the start of my holidays on 19th march, for about one month plus? Then back to the hectic-madness schedule, i really hope it changes though. 2008 really passed fast and looks like 2009 is gonna be another quick year.

A.Joyce's 'chalet' for about 3 days was indeed fun. Because of that, i didn't even touch my notes and now i have to CHIONG harder and faster. I don't know about HD, but a D would be good yeah? Unless a miracle happens and mr soh decided to give us his 'non-degree or CFA' questions. Alright, got to run. I WILL SURVIVE, and i always do with Jesus walking beside me(:

Sometimes if you just give a bit of respect to someone,

you'll get back more then you could ever imagine.

So start to treat everyone with respect and fairness,

and you'll start to see the magic of humans.

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Thursday, March 5, 2009

SO TO SPEAK.

THIS IS WHAT I CALL A SENSE OF SATISFACTION! WE DID IT!(: after trekking for 45mins.

I LOVE THE WEATHER! the only bad thing is that i have to keep on opening and closing the windows every few minutes when the rain decides to become heavier. i still love you, rain! (:

We, consisting of me, krystal, zann and gen almost died at Henderson wave/mt.faber. lesson learnt. NEVER GO THERE WITHOUT A VEHICLE. NEVER GO THERE BY FEET. But it was one hell of an experience i won't forget. I WILL GET A CAR NO MATTER WHAT I SWEAR(:

Just came back from T3 with Gen(: Thankyou girl for hanging out with me and doing silly stuffzz. And i just cannot understand why we cannot find the escalator we went up with. Mystery, really. We must survive another few months with strangers peeking into our flat while painting them! JIAYOU(: sigh invade our privacy only. haha.

ACF EXAM IS IN 12 days! OMG. I haven't started. sigh, normal lah. but i really can't afford to fail this module man. and presentation, oh please do not make us present. please.please.please.why must postpone lessons to the following weeeeek! WHY. Why must my exams always fall on people's holidays huh. tell me whyy.

oh and we went to ECP /burgerking to celebrate mich's 18. HAHAHAH BEST LAH. the weather was a bonus. RAINRAINRAIN. happy belated birthday!(: You never fail to make me laugh at the stuff you do. Thanks for all those memories(:

I'm off to make four large cups of Advocado drink(: YUMO have a great weekend and TGIF tmr!(: Seeyou A.Joyce tmr((:

Too much, overdone, overdid it.

Less is indeed more.

And you should realise there's many open doors.

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I'VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEEFORE!

Oh My Goodness.
After seven days exactly.
My virtual world came back to life. I thought i could live without the computer, internet, MSN, but looks like i couldn't. People even asked me why i wasn't online everyday like i always was. HAHA. Thanks to my spoilt modem and conked up wireless internet, i was literally detached from my virtual world for a weeeeeek.

I'm just SO tired, thank goodness it's just physically. I'll blog and make up for it tmr(: Need to RE-CHARGE. I promise i'll try not to take anything for granted, including the internet(:

Our Lord's patience means salvation.
And that's what i'm living for.
Anyway, that's all that really matters.

Meagan left her fingerprints
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

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YOURS TRULY.

SUNSHINES.

SHOUT!.

COME AND GO.

YESTERDAY ONCE MORE.

SOMETHING FOR YOUR EARS.