Wednesday, February 25, 2009

THUNDER MAKES ME GO ROARRRR.

I LOVE the weather, don't you? I can feel and hear God's awesome power(: hope tmr's weather will be better tmr. Enjoy the weather!

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

SLOWLY BUT SURELY.

all these were ages ago, but still..(:

First and foremost, (sorry a million times for being 1 day late!)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NICOLE RAE- ANN OLIVEIRO! (:

I just can't stop laughing that i msged you one month before your birthday wishing you happy birthday and i forgot your actual bdae yst. SIGH. anyway, happy birthday girl! (: I'll never forget those times we spent together although it was only like 10 months? You're a really good friend who sacrifices for others and go all out to help someone(: And your sense of humour and openess is really a good attribute(: hahah i won't forget all those times when we trained to sch and home mon to fri, and sometimes on weekend classes! and remember those night classes, we would have dinner and you would scribble all over my book with random stuff! And i would never forget all the photos we took especially in the toilet! plus all the laughing, you never fail to cheer me up! hahahha you were one of those who got me going and kept my spirits and motivation up when i just didn't feel like going to sch. LOVEYOU GIRL(:

Seeing my aunt 'suffocating' with work made me think twice about my profession. Yeah, banking and finance is gonna help you make BIG BUCKS, get BIG HOUSES, drive BIG CARS but issit worth you health and happiness? Issit worth making you lose your soul to get all these materialistic things? I want to do something i enjoy, and the only thing that interest me in this stage of my life is photography, but i have to get a backup. Well God put me in that course for a reason and i know i'll see it one day. Slowly, but surely(:

you would never understand the pain i'm going through,

cause it's so much more then skin-deep, unless you go through what i went, don't say a word.

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

LAUGHING CAMPAIGN.

When you can't find words to describe such a feeling(:

Despite the merciless weather yesterday, it was a great day to unwind, relax and just let go and enjoy with nature and friends. What i gained from that few hours? crazy amounts of laughter, aching legs ,shoulders and back and A WHOLE LOT OF GOOD MEMORIES under 'MY FAVOURITES' in my own brain memory card. HAHA. Out of the three cameras, mine was definetly the one with the most pictures, no doubt. lol but i'm kinda disappointed that my camera's failing me. oh well, another excuse to get my professional camera i guess! (: seeyou guys in april! BU JIAN BU SAN! YI YAN WEI DING. see, charmaine, convinced i am chinese anot?! hahaha

School today was as usual, am just glad i'll be in that class for another 3 more lessons and off i start with degree! My back and shoulders were so stiff that i couldn't feel it. Yeah try sitting on a chair, same position with minimal movement for 4 hours straight and see how you feel! I should have jump around. Tmr's class will be better!(: Hearing one of my friend saying degree classes are stressful but i guess stress is what keeps us going. Another busy week ahead, i'll just enjoy it while it last and take it one at a time(: Hope you do toooo. Have a great weekend!(:

you'll never go wrong with this (in order) :

J- Jesus

O- Others

Y- Yourself

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

INEXPLICABLE YOU.

that's one of the many pictures of valentine's day, as i promised(: healthy and delightful.

The weather has become just UNBEARABLE. And fyi, i'm at home. I can literally feel the sun rays penetrating through my thick window and curtains right into my skin! I really cannot imagine how i'd feel when i'm outside. It really feels like i'm in an oven. As the bible said, hell will be hotter then an oven and i cannot and don't want to imagine what it would be like in hell. No amount of sunscreen, shades and anti perspirant can help in such a weather man, and no one can say they feel worse(maybe except a few), when i have these cursed sweaty palms. But but, i know there's a reason and i've been waiting! just keep waiting...just keep waiting...

Can't wait for friday to meet zann, cy and shouko(: they really make me laugh(: Nice bunch of people, all thanks to IJYM! (: hopefully can meet up with Gen too the following week. havent seen you for dino years!

This week's weekend class is my second last class for my diploma! And i am not really looking forward all thanks to the presentation. We got our assignment on the second/third week of sch and now is almost the second last week and guess what, we're not even half done! AMAZING BUT TRUE. I mean, i thought we had the last of last minute work? I doubt you ever meant it. If you want it this way, SURE wo feng pei. I am sooooo used to it that if you actually did it by the deadline, i would be in shock and my jaws would fall off. Go and do some reflection! If you know what it really means cause if you did, things wouldn't have become like this. Don't come and talk to me about being ironic and contradictory, especially when i DID tell you way before deadline and i was often labelled as LONG-WINDED. At least being LONG-WINDED gets me motivated and helps me achieve my goal. But you?? I've nothing left to say. I don't know if i can pull through on thursday.

you will get what you truly deserve,
whether it's just a 'thankyou' or a scheming thought.
i'm glad we are in no position to judge,
because He's much more then just a judge, He knows EVERYTHING and ANYTHING(:
powerful or what?

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Sunday, February 15, 2009

VESSELS OF LOVE.

Happy Valentine's Day to one and all(: Let's continue to love others as we love ourselves yeah? hahaha this is especially for charmaine! HAHA LOOK WHO'S WISHING YOU HAPPY VALENTINE?! hahahaha!

Had a blast yesterday cooking from morning till dinner(: I LOVE COOKING! the results were good, although i was having a cold war with someone who kind of ruined half of my day. haha but its normal lah. I'll upload the pictures of my valentine dishes when i charge my camera(: and please lah, don't be so stereotype can, valentine's not only for couples! LOVE is a very wide word and it changes people lives drastically. Like how HE died on the cross for us, because he loved us so(:

Church was great today! Love the songs, love the sermon and the preacher today was so interesting! He was the only person who grasped krystal's attention. haha he could really pull of hilarious jokes while sending the simple message of the gospel. And i find it really amazing for people who give up high-paying jobs and the high-life they are used to. But to pick up the cross, give up everything you have and follow Jesus is really difficult but possible and the reward is simply unthinkable.

Gonna have a busy/fun/relaxed week ahead cause of birthdays and meetings with friends! Have a blessed week ahead everyone and all the best for those who have exams, DO YOUR BEST AND LEAVE THE REST TO GOD!(:

If you only go for what's on the outside of a person,
you will be very, very, very disappointed.

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

IT STARTS RIGHT NOW.

nothing definetly means something.

underestimation is the word.

after all i've been through, seeing how others live and what treasures i've got (eternity, that is), there's only one thing i will say.
I'm still learning to open up and remind myself that you're in control, i should just be who i am and only care what you think, cause my audience is only to one. Well, prayers NEVER go wrong(: and He never fails to forgive, So must i.

with a grateful heart and an outstretched arm,

THANKYOU LORD!(:

on the random part: nic's, uncle jin's and mich's birthdays are coming! haha i can't wait for eighteen man. sometimes i wish i'm born in jan.(sometimes, that is.)

i'll never have the time on earth to thank you enough and i can't wait to see you.
if you're not the one, then there's no one else that could take your place.

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Friday, February 6, 2009

SORRY'S NEVER ENOUGH.

I'm captivated by your love for me. Why? Because you loved me so and suffered just for me.

why why why? why must you be so self-centered? I've had it with your bunch of so called 'reasons' when they are just excuses in the first place. you would'nt care if others suffered, didn't you? YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT SAVING YOURSELF. Your actions proved it all! I know i am in no position to judge but i am just so sick of being a 'hypocrite' calling you my friend when you don't even act like one. Who may you ask? If there's still a guilty conscience in you, it'll ring a bell.

I still can't believe it but i read twilight and new moon in three days! HAHA not consecutive reading lah, when i feel like i just read. it's so funny how the books just falls into my hands! I don't really like reading, and honestly, the only books i read are the bible and some biographies like anne frank. And i hate fantasies and fiction books but somehow stephanie meyer did a great job in alluring readers like me. haha i'll continue with eclipse and breaking dawn when it just magically falls onto my hand again! Till then, have a great weekend! Although i don't have a great weekend to look forward thanks to weekend classes! OH WELLSSS. assigment!classes!PRESENTATION!examination! :(

oh and why are the Sma ppl taking their own sweet time in handing our completed certs to us? Just received an email to collect my CIM cert(like finally) but the timing of collection is oh so wrong! Seeyou Mr Soh tmr and please make classes more enjoyable okay?

P.s your heart is where your treasure is.
and, thanks for watching us from a distance(:

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

UNDER YOUR THRESHOLE.

the day i ate so much fried food despite knowing there was a volcano inside my throat waiting to erupt. You see, we reap what we sow. Die die can't doubt.

sentosa, despite us unable to see the flowers festival, taking pictures made the trip worthwhile. we were suffering under the horredus sun though, can't tell huh.

i'll never forget what you did, and i'll never forget this place.

i felt a sense of achievement at that time! haha it took me 25 mins to do that and it's sure not easy! What a way to kill time(:

he's my youngest cousin, on my mum's side, yet. johnathan png. now i know why God is fair and gives things to people accordingly.

when the least i could do was to fake a smile so they won't see.

Since i'm back, better then ever, i shall continue my rants about last week. People complain i'm too wordy but hey, i ain't forcing you to read it if you dont want(: I think i'm about 90% recovered from sore throat and influenza? Blocked and stuffy nose is still lingering but it's getting better(: Thanks for those who prayed for me! It surely has worked. I'm thankful my sore throat didn't last more then 2 days if not i'll have more sleepless night, so thank God(:

Last week was hectic, hectic and more hectic. Monday and tuesday was full visiting and family gatherings and i didn't really enjoy it though, but i did enjoy SOME parts. Went to sentosa on wed to see the flowers festival but as guessed, carpark full so didnt get a chance :( Thur- went buffet with my dearest parents(: Lovely. Friday went K box with J&J and family from 7-11, pm that is. Saturday, another visiting in which we were smart to go late and leave early, and it was the starting of my sore throat and flu thanks to all those FRIED food, you should see, EVERYTHING was fried! HA. no wonder my throat also fried. oh and suprigingly, ang pao this year was the best so far! despite economic downturn leh, expect the unexpected man!

I hate awkard situations. When silence is the only thing that fills up the room, when you got nothing to talk about and you can even hear a pin drop. and it's worse when someone talks non-stop and the only thing you'll hear for sometime is their voice.

I feel like an unemployed lazy person waiting for a job with no school life, seriously. Talking about school, i've school this weekend :( And my exam is in a months plus time? OH NO, assignment too. Aiya, i so free, complain what siaaaaa. oh and presentations toooo :( WAHHHH. class.project.assignment.presentation.examination. *shakes head. stuff i detest, with presentation being at the top.

i'm gonna start my assignment now, i think(: Have a great weeek ahead y'all!

oh and you, watch that tongue of yours,
like the way i watched mine.
you still have the cheek to complain after all you've done
i'll be happily waiting for payback time.

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

CRAPalicious.

damn, i'm sick again. sore throat is killlllinggg me and i even coughed out blood. although i dont get sick so often like how i often do in the past. i feel like shitzzzzz :(

flu just invaded my immune system:( but Thank God my sore throat's gone(: HONEY GARLIC, YOU ROCKKKKZZZZ(: rock on! haha

am dripping like a tap, like when someones accidentally forgot to turn the tap off tightly? i'll upload pics and rant about CNY when i dont see double nomore(:

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

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Friday, February 6, 2009

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Sunday, February 1, 2009

YOURS TRULY.

SUNSHINES.

SHOUT!.

COME AND GO.

YESTERDAY ONCE MORE.

SOMETHING FOR YOUR EARS.