Tuesday, December 30, 2008
WARNING : STILL IN SHOCK.
OMG after so many days of worrying, THAT EMAIL FINALLY CAME. THE LONG AWAITED EMAIL finally came! RESULTS FOR Principles of management and Quantitative Methods! I was literally shaking because i was SO afraid and scared for my quantitative methods because i knew i didn't do my best and didn't study hard ENOUGH. I know God will help me if i helped myself but the fact is that i did not do MY UTMOST BEST so i was afraid i would get C and below and i really really didnt want to repeat that module. I did my best for POM so i wasn't suprised with the results. But for QM, the second i saw the results, tears started welling up and i was struggling to hold it back. For a full 3 minutes or so i was in shock. But hey, no one failed QM! hahaha yay.
I THANK GOD AND PRAISE HIM SO MUCH! (: He's just so awesome and fair. Nothing beats Him!
I've heard so much about people saying they didn't study and they study last minute and getting good results and it's never enough. Everybody knows themselves. I know myself, i know what i did, i know what i'm saying and i know how people will react. You can't please EVERYONE. No matter how much you do or say, people will still doubt you so let them doubt let them talk cause they will know the truth one day.
Sometimes it's the things you take for granted and is so confident; which may just suprise you, while the things which you least expects, turns out the other way around- including people. For now, expect the unexpected(:
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GENERATION GAAAP.
JAYDEN!!!!! ain't he adorable? hee. lil chipmunk!
Tomorrow is the last day of 2008!!! This year has been like a bullet train, it was one of the fastest year i've ever had. I must say this year has been an interesting year for me, and i'm looking forward to 2009 and i hope for everyone as well(: fresh new year, fresh new start.
Misunderstandings are the most easiest way to create problems, dont you think? Generation gaps do play a part sometimes as the way of thinking is different. I used to believe that the older you are, the wiser you are but it only applies to some people! Anywayyyyy, had a toddler craze these two days. hahah but i love babies, especially those super super CUTE ones! Yesterday was with zac and today was with jayden. THEY ARE ADORABLE. Well, each individual have their own unique characters/personalities and its amazing how fast they grow! They were just a baby a year back and now they're toddlers and soon kids and then teens and then adults and then parents and then you know what. haha i'm always amazed at God's creation of human beings with different shapes, sizes, lengths, features and characters!
Boy, it feels MORE THEN GREAT when everyone's going back to schoool on fri while i can just peacefully enjoy my holiday and shopping without the crowds! I thank God for the chances/windows/opened doors he has given me despite me being ignorant all these while. My energy level is running low these few days. I can't imagine what i'll be like 10 years from noww. Going to vaccum the floooor now(: EH I DO HOUSEWORK OKAYYYY.
Sorry but i've got to move on and leave you behind,
the reason is because i cannot turn back time.
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Sunday, December 28, 2008
ON THE VERGE.
Birds of a feather flock together.
OHMAN, I'm so thankful i can breathe better, feel better, walk better, talk better, sleep better and so on. These two days have been HELL. I don't know was it somethin i ate or was it some virus which decided to call its whole gang to come and multiply in my intestines but i almost fainted while vomiting. The past two nights were un-sleepable! I slept for like 4 hours? No wonder it explains the horrible eyebags i've got :( I vomited about 50 over times (no kidding, seriously!), including EVERYTHING i ate and drank, and other 'you would not want to know' stuff. The feeling of nauseating continuously is something words cannot describe. I just kept praying as i didnt want to go to the doc or hospital cause it just got worse when i had fever plus it was still the christmas season! I missed a few christmas gathering which included LOTS OF GOOD FOOOOD :( anyway i didnt have any appetite and i had to vomit out EVERYTHING i put into my mouth, anyway right! I was so weak that i couldn't even stand while vomiting, i had to squat which in turn targeted my back and i had serious BACKACHE(not your ordinary back ache, mind you) and my diaphram was hurting like ****.
But, without my family beside me treating me like a princess, i would not have gotton well so quickly! THANKYOU DADDY MUMMY AND KRYSTAL! Tell you something, last night, no actually morning at 6am i was in SOOOOO much pain so i called my mummy up and she woke up to cook somethin for my tummy and guess what, daddy and krystal got up as well..TO EAT. hahahahahahah! ALRIGHT, i ranted and whined enough(: ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS BEFORE SCHOOOL REOPENS! ohyes, i'll see you tmr, zac! :))
He'll single you out and give you what you deserve,
If you give everything you have, lay down your life and follow Him.
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
CHRIST- MAS!
lila, krystal, meagan(: She's from myanmar. It's sad to see people working at such a young age. At least they treat people all the same, equally(:
my first attempt to grill the marshmellow. it tasted heavenly! the secret is slow-grilling with lots of patience which i have yet to learn!
MERRY CHRISTMAS 2008!
here's wishing everyone a blessed and a wonderful christmas! (: Have fun with opening presents, fellowshiping and remember to share the love!
Went to the Cheshire Home yesterday to have a BBQ with Barbara and her friends/staff. Turned out pretty well i must say, despite the heavy rain, we could still have an indoor BBQ. Seeing the smiles of everyone and the satisfied expressions of people who are less fortunate and disabled, i could really feel the true meaning of christmas! It's not about how much money you have in your bank accounts, it's not about the brands you wear/use, it's not about your status quo, it's not about how much presents you receive, it's not about what house you live in, it's about what's in your heart and how you can make a person's day, remembering how Jesus lived His life and why He died and rose again.
Another 7 days will be 2009! And the next big thing will be CNY! yay red packets are the main focus though. hahhaha!
Because He died, is the reason we can live.
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Monday, December 22, 2008
LAUGHING ALL THE WAY.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ZANN LOW WEI XIN! (: hahahha i'm using pink just for you! HAHAHA (: Thanks for all the memories, girl! MISSYOU. I WANT TO LAUGH LIKE LAST TIME, and only you can make me do it.
i'm tired. 3 days till christmas! Ain't it fast! Busy week ahead! (:
i caught you by the side of my eye.
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Sunday, December 21, 2008
CLUSTER PHOBICSM
stoningggggggg.
where in the world is krystal staring at? HAHAHA.
I am in such great pain words cannot even decribe. I can't sit properly, can't bend properly can't move properly can't lie properly! This is the result of not doing any strenous exercise in years and suddenly doing it. especially if you do it for two days in a row!
Anyway, tmr's lunching with judy at Manhanttan's Fish Market before she leaves for HK! Why is everyone going to HK?! hahhahah HK tourism market is gonna go BOOM BOOOM BOOM!
Next week's gonna be a christmas-filled week with christmas in just 4 days! Mon is booked with judes, tues preparation for Barb's bbq, wed book for BBQ, thur is CHRISTMAS, fri is gaggling with zac! hahaha.
Despite hating crowds, i never saw what i saw in my life! If my estimation is accurate, i saw about 1000 over people in Jurong Point Shopping Center. It expanded and it's reallly reallly big, almost as big as vivo. I had to limp/whine as i made my way through the crowded crowd, i mean we literally cant even walk without touching another strangers! CROWDED TO THE MAX. and me and krystal conclude that people living in the east seems really different from those living in the north/south/west, right? I LOVE BEING AS EASTIE! (:
Did you know that your liver is the only organ which has the ability to grow back?
THIS ONLY MEANS ONE THING, YOU CAN'T DOUBT GOD, CAN YOU?
all i want for christmas is YOU.
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Friday, December 19, 2008
WHAT SAY YOU?
i somehow miss alethea :( She's a bit like me when i was young, so there's a connection. But oh wells, people change.
I'm sooooooooo nervous for my results for Quantitative Methods that i couldnt even sleep properly last night! I got so paranoid that i kept checking my email every 10mins to see if the email was sent to us. I really don't want to get a Pass and below! OH MAN, this is killing me.
Anyway, its 6 more days to christmas! It should be a time of giving, receiving, sharing, loving and so on right? But some people just treat christmas like another usual public holiday. In other words, they DONT CARE, which dampen others mood. And sometimes people have their own phobias which others would never understand and yet they get angry. I wonder what will you say if you were in my shoes.
On the random note, i've been getting a few mosquitos bites(i think) and its itching like crazy. should use my trusty apple cider vinegar(: Tmr's outing with Sunji before she goes back to Korea and then back to s'pore again(: and dinner with emily and sunday at church again. I know i must open up more, and i realise with the help of HIM, the feedback i get after opening up is positive. So i'll learn to adjust and adapt cause everything won't go the way you want. And,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY KENNETH AND KEITH! &
HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY CORDELL!
i wont forget all those wonderful times we spent! (: THANKYOU.
Even though there are no more exams till next year, the stress on the results is even worse! But after hearing from Judy that its confirmed that we only have weekend classes next yr in jan/feb, i was FEELING OUT OF THIS WORLD! I mean, wow mon-fri are OFF DAYS? GOSH, i cant wait to see how it goes(((((: IS THIS LIFE OR WHAT? Hence, i strongly believe that no matter how much a person plan, force and do, you fate is predestined. Let HIM take charge, and all will go well no matter how bad your situations are. How do i know? *laughs, i'll tell you about it.
ONE, on God's side, is majority(:
AWESOME eh? I dont need an army of humans when i've got HIM(:
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Thursday, December 18, 2008
SUR REAL.
It's exactly a week to christmas!
*heaps a sign of relief, exams finally over for the year of 2008. Yesterday's paper wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be, but it sure wasn't a piece of cake. MCQ was pretty tricky, section B was the easiest while Section C was just time-consuming. I made some mistakes so i just hope i get a Credit and above! By Judy's calculations, results for POM and QM should be out tmr. OMGGGG I'm really worried for QM :( it was freeeezing in the room last night! and i saw many familiar faces from CIM. There were quite a number of part-time adults taking the exam too. It's never to old to start learning/upgrading huh!
When we say we accept people for who they are, do we really accept the way they are?
God often uses small matches to light great torches (:
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Monday, December 15, 2008
RIGHT BACK AT YA.
THIS POSE JUST HAD TO MAKE ME LAUGH! hahaha DOESNT IT?
We were just bored of smiling i guess and we had 101 poses at the back of our palm. hurhur.
OKAY, reality-check meagan p.s.r :
2 days till POBF exam! AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING? You keep saying you'll study but did you REALLY study? I cannot even say i'm 60% confident.
On the other right hand,
10 days to CHRISTMAS *fa lalalala
17 more days to 2009!
Sadly, i'm not looking forward to my exam as much as i'm looking forward to christmas and the new year!
Moving along, tv distractions are getting the better of me man! I watched Survivor:Gabon season finale from 3pm till 5.15pm because it was direct of satellite which meant NO REPEATED ADVERTISEMENTS! I'm glad Bob was the winner and he won a million and an extra 100,000 dollars. hahah he deserved it! DANG, chinese drama later all the way into the night. SIGH, howhowhowhowhowhow? I better study like siao tmr man.
And for the record, i saw this ENORMOUS bug looking thing, i think it's 80% a GIANT KING COCKROACH in the master bedroom and guess what? it went missing for three days already! Mummy sprayed Baygon so much but it never came out. Or mayb it died? Ran away? Daddy still had the mood to joke and said it went back to it's family already because it was terrified hearing us scream like crazy. hahahahahaha.
It's gonnnna be raining these few days/weeks and i LOVE IT(: I just hope i dont get wet on the way to school on wednesday evening :)
HE is my defender and my provider and he walks beside me all the time.
There is NO other way when it comes to the truth, I'll keep holding on.
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Friday, December 12, 2008
WHEN TIME CANNOT BE CALLED TIME NO MORE.
5 more days to end of POBF exam!
13 more days to christmas!
20 more days to 2009!
This year has really passed soooo fast, faster then it ever did. I sure had my fair share of joy, tears and laughter, the ability to make new friends despite my character, finally experienced the joy of getting distinctions after failing so deep for so long, finally understood why certain things happened and many more. Another few more weeks and 2008 will be over, and i hope 2009 will be even better! :)
Many things happened and will continue to happen but i know if i take heed, advice and comfort in the Lord, all things will be possible, right? :) Seeing all the miracles that happened, you just can't doubt that HE is real!
I realised i'm actually lagging behind my classmates! :( POBF exam is in five days time and i'm barely there. I NEED TO ADD OIL (jia you) MAN, if not ah, i can forget about graduating next year! Plus with all the memorising of almost 12 chapters and calulations which is DEFINETLY NOT my forte, i must add more oil. hahahahah! oh well, we reap what we sow and i had enough of reaping crap, so i'm off to study! I really hope i get the motivation and concentration i need! :)
By your faith i will walk, Lord.
By your strength i will break through, Lord.
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Monday, December 8, 2008
RELAAAAAAAAAAAAAATIVES.
We three have 'square kinda face' :) hahaha judy now you believe me when i say krystal CAN eat! LOL
Whenever i see/hear people with nice grandmothers,aunties,uncles,cousins, i get jealous sometimes but i know there are things i have which people don't. I really have nothing good to say about them and i bet i never will. I know it isn't by accident but why must it be on purpose? I'm just glad to have awesome friends family(not relatives) to make up for that :)
I wanted to get out of the house SO much that i went out with krystal and judy to ikea. And for those who know me, I HATE GOING OUT ON PUBLIC HOLIDAYS (unless its a MUST) cause i'm kinda clusterphobic at times and i hate waiting. But because of my situation, i HAD to go out, wherever! whenever! whatever! And i did :) GLAD I GOT OUT, although its only a few hours. Had fun :) Had my fill :) Headed home :( spontaneous outings are aweesommme yeah? I'm not in a really good mood, cause today was nothing but MOOD SWINGSSSS from people but i'm glad i relaxed and laughed my anger away in those few hours :) THANKS JUDY! LOVE YOU GIRL!
POBF exam is in 9 days! OMG. I better mugg soon if not i wont be able to pass and graduate with my diploma :/ JIAYOU EVERYONE! Yesterday, we had such a sad parting with char and sarah man! :( YOU TWO ARE THE ONLY THING I'LL MISS FROM THAT MODULE. nothing else! :) Mayb Miss Sharon Tan as well, hahahhah MUST KEEP IN TOUCH OK? You guys are really fun to be with, never fail to make me smile! Each of you have your own unique personalities, and thats what makes you YOU! TAKE CARE! bye xb and elmo! :'(
oh yes, and a very HAPPY HARI RAYA PUASA!
Christmas countdown : 17 more days(:
"Faith is deliberate confidence in the character of God whose ways you may not understand at the time." - Oswald Chambers
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Saturday, December 6, 2008
INFORMATION OVERLOAD.
Do you know what love really means?
Well, well. Humans make error right? If you dont make mistakes at all, you aint human, period. Class was supposed to be from 9am to 1pm orignally, but the school emailed us telling us sat/sun has been changed to 10am to 12pm, everyone rejoiced, not until most of us found out that it was actually from 9am to 1 pm. Most people came strolling in at 10 plus, some at 11am, the pro : MICHELLE TAN QY, while the best part was that rifqi came at 11.30pm! HAHAHAH, hilarious! Daddy had to drop me off at kallang mrt cause he had to rush to work before 9.30am hence i had to go to school, (thinking it starts at 10am) super duper early with my hp to accompany me all the way. hahha thanks alot judy for oversleeping! HAHAH just kidding. I never walked this slowly in my life before, and i didnt have so much time to kill for a very, very long time. So i dragged my feet slowly, half the speed i use to walk and i reached school at 9.45am! I thought oh well i'll surely be the FIRST in class, guess what, when i opened the door and the door got stuck to the board, i saw one quarter of the class and ms neo teaching. JAWS DROPPED. When i thought i was WAY early, i was WAYY WAYYY late! hahahahhaha! She said hello and i froze for a few seconds, didnt even reply her and made my way to my seat. SIGH, see what a person's mistake can do? MAKE MANY PEOPLE SUFFER. hahhaha many people were complaning and i was just like.. PLEASE LAH, OVER ALREADY, KEEP ON HARPING FOR WHAT. TSK. They were saying like they want to complain, they want to demand for extra lessons and extra info. I was like.... -_____- , in other words, SPEECHLESS.
Tmr's class is the LAST WEEKEND class of this module and i'm SO SO SO SO happy that the April intake students taking banking and finance/accounting and finance will be graduating NEXT YEAR!!! OMGGGG we have one more elective module to go which will most probably be in the weekends which means no school from mon-fri? OMG A-W-E-S-O-M-E! :) I WANT MY PROGRESS REPORT, but i'm not keen to know my results for the two modules i just took :/ I HOPE I WONT SEE ANYTHING BELOW A CREDIT!
Okay I'm off the read my Chronicles of Narnia: The last battle. (: LOVE C.S Lewis books. Peeps who know me, i dont read fiction books at all but this is the only fiction book i'll read. It just relates so much to something so close to me(: I didnt know they had seven books. Sadly, they only showed two of the seven in cinema, and the third one is coming out next year! but i dont know why they are going in random order and not following the order of the books. oh well, they have their reasons i guess, like how HE has his reasons.
'What God gives in answer to our prayers will always be the thing we urgently need, and it will always be sufficient.' - Elizabeth Elliot.
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
ESTRANGLED.
I dont whats with this pose but that lollipop is good and so is the price. HA its addictive :)
CANNN I SMACK MISS/ ****** FACE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????? make me memorise SO MUCH formulas and guess what, NONE, i repeat, NONE WERE IN THE EXAM. wth lah, waste my memory space only. My memory card also got limit one hor. Not all the chapters came out and here you ask us to study from chapter 1-10. VERY NICE INDEED. I got confused and couldnt remember some stuffff, plus i erased my graph 8 times until the paper tore because it looked wrong. I changed questions 4 times because i was trying to get the question with the MOST marks. And i'm not looking forward to decemember yet until 17 dec is over and i'm starting to fear for that day. I didn't sit in the corner today :( WAHHHH.
Anyway, i can finally take a breather and rest for a few days to a week then i'll start studying again but i really hope Ms. neo is much nicer and would be FAIR, not like some evil person with more then two personalities.
I'm too pissed off to say anything anymore. One word: RIDICULOUS.
i decided to live in the life that shouts your fame,
what about you? Who will you follow?
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Monday, December 1, 2008
LOLLI____POP!
I like the lollipop and it's shadow(:
I know krystal is happy about that silly blue sweet and no one can get such treatment! LOL but that sweet from sticky tasted :/ Mayb it's because of the flavour.
POM exam today was rather :) ONE DOWN TWO MORE DEC PAPERS TO GO! jiayyyouuuuu! Luckily we get to choose 5 questions out of 8 questions if not i really dont know how. Thankfully those 5 questions were the 5 i knew! THANK GOD! but even so, i can't say i'm 100% confident i'll do well :( uh, a Credit and above will do(:
It quite funny during exam actually. I have no idea how some people manage to finish the paper in an hour or two?! It's either you're super confident or it's a cannot be bothered attitude. Anyway, judy finished around 3.40pm, while i finished earlier but i kept checking and checking so i finished at 3.45pm and nic finished at 3.50pm! HAHAHA it's as if we planned it. LOL.
THE WEATHER IS AWESOME, DEAR WEATHER, STAY THIS WAY OK? DONT RAIN OR GET TOO HOT, I LIKE YOU THE WAY YOU ARE! (: although it's not really beneficial to me, but to my mood, yes!
I'm gonna do some stuff and watch teevee and hopefully study for QM cause i'm not even close to 60% prepared. HAPPPPPY HOLIDAYSSSS((: but not for me and my clsmates:( 17dec... 17 dec... ohyeah and i realised we're graduating end of this year which is like in a few days time?! WOW THAT IS AWEESOMMMMMMME :D
One last thing, BPMC service on sunday was okay. I liked the music and sermon but something just made me feel weiirrrddd. must be unfamiliar faces. anyway, the aim is to worship God so who cares!
the only thing is life which is predictable is its unpredictability.
and that is how we have to live our lives, walking by faith with Jesus Christ(:
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