Friday, November 28, 2008
GRAND parents.
I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHY WE ARE FIVE YEARS APART(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE! (: ELMOOOO. i wont disclose your age, dont worry! LOL
I feel fortunate yet pitiful to be born in 1991 then in my grandparents' time. All i can say is that HE decides what time you're born, when you're born, where you're born and to whom you're born. I would suffer like crazzyyyy if i born in gonggong and ahma time but to be born NOW is even worse actually. With stresss like i-dont-even-know-how-to-explain, it's just so scarrryyy thinking what the world will be in future. Everything has changed so much over the years, hearts turned cold last time, now hearts have turned colder and harder. It's only a matter of time before everything will become JUST and FAIR. I can't wait, can you?
Exams are just in another 3 days and i dont know why but i'm not feeling the anxiety yet. Mayb i will, in a few days time. I hate putting on any type of front, especially when those people are so close to you. So close yet OH SO very far. Christmas is in less then a month, CNY is in less then 2 months! In this world, you'll never live with the word : FAIRNESS and thats just the way it is. The only fair thing is that i know you'll come and save me soon(:
I'm glad tmr's class is only from 10am to 12pm and that i'll be able to go for service on sunday and the next two weekends are the LAST weekend classes! YIPPPPPPY. I'm going to bathe and then watch survivor and then study a bit and then get ready to go out. The weather is so unpredictable just like life. I LOVE OVERCASTED SKIES(: they make me go WHOOMBADOO.
live every second like it was your last one.
in this time, every second will count faster then it ever did.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
SUPPER CLUBB.
I think it has rose syrup, lime and passion fruit seeds. Anyway, it's just AWESOME. MUST TRY TO BELIEVE OK? hahha
yesterday was supper at bedok's supper club. It was a spontanous and i was unwilling cause i was busy catching my chinese drama. Hence, we left at 10pm and i was seeing this weird pink coloured drink that almost every table had so i decided to order it. Until now, i still dont know what exactly it is. HA, it just tasted REALLY GOOOD and spunky.
It's been raining these few days and i really hope it stays like that for long. AWESOME WEATHER(: EXAMS ARE IN A FEW DAYS TIME. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. plus pobf exam is in the night from 7pm to 10pm :( I lost my motivation againnnnn. just when i got it. damn.
I don't know if i will have another family christmas party this year but a part of me doesnt want while a part of me wants. We'll just wait and see what happens. It's easy to forgive but so difficult to regret.
I'm going to watch tv now. So sick of studying and memorising :/ well, we gotta do what we gotta doooooo. ENJOY THE WEATHER EVERYONE! :)
true love is forgiveness and selfless giving.
true love is from within and not through seeing.
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
BACK IN TIME.
NATURAL CURL! hahhah i just tied it up in a different way. but i have natural curls. LOL
MEAGAN'S AND KRYSTAL'S first attempt of MAC n CHEESE(: It was pleasant but we should use the other type of mac and use mozarella cheese, but it was just the first and many more to
come!! (:
" So little time, so much to do". For once, i agree with this phrase. There's just tooo many things to do but so little time. This includes studying, saving souls, showing someone you care about them, telling someone you love them and so on. Well, you can never get back time. So don't let time get hold of you, GET HOLD OF TIME(:
Moving on, yesterday's dinner was great and yesterday's company was even better! :) I had a great time pigging and laughing away. LOL. THANK GOD FOR GOOD COMPANY((((((((: I like hanging out with people in which you can just hang your head down and be who you truly are, instead of putting a facade on, restricting yourself. And it's not easy to find such people who will appreciate you for what you really are and not laugh at your weakness and get jealous of your strengths but to give and take.
Okay i'm going back to muggggging. I know it'll be over sooon and christmas is something to look forward toooo :) JIA YOU. JIA YOU. my internet has gone crazy again. It's either something wrong with the hardrive or internal drive bay (sounds so IT. lol) anyway i'll ask daddy to check it cause he's the PRO. I like weekdays, actually(:
beauty is in the eye of the beholder,
but sadly many people fail to see it.
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Monday, November 24, 2008
CRUNCH TIME(:
Everything will happen so fast, just like a twinkle of an eye. I'm waiting for this day because i know this is what i want.
Me, krystal and zann. HAHA I MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN WE JUST WOULDNT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT TO HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS POSSIBLE!
I'M SO... GOING TO SWENSENS.
HAHAHA that advertisement is hilarious. Till now, i actually don't get the message. Today's dining at swensens with Krystal, Uncle Jin and Aunty Joyce(: Lovely. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY JAN! I'm seeing you in a bit though.
I'm losing motivation again :( WAHH. just when i thought i had it going on, i just slipped back into my famous 'L A Z Y' mode. I HATE STUDYING. IT MAKES MY HAND ACHE, MAKES MY HEART BREAK AND MY HEAD INCREASE INTAKE. so stressful, poor body. I think i'm gonna suffer from nervous breakdown. hey, wait a minute, i am already suffering from it. LOL.
I realise POM is nothing but repetative information about staff/employess/business tactics and strategies. It's interesting, i must admit but to memorise ALL THOSE INFO in different topics and pen it down in words... not that interesting.
okay wo yao qu du shu le, bu neng ban tu er fei! LOL my chinese sucks lah. AND CHARMAINE LIN, I CAN SPEAK CHINESE OKAYY. HOW CAN YOU SAY I LOOK LIKE I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPEAK CHINESE! I AM 100% SINGAPOREAN CHINESE OKAY!!! HAHAHA elmo!!
must rush to study then go out sooooon(: STUDY HARD, CLASSMATES AND JIAYOU ALL THE WAY!!!
every knee shall bow, and every tongue confess.
it's something you cannot choose cause it's already chosen.
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
FLIP-flop.
HAHAH ELMO,VAMPIRE, CURLY WIRLEY(:
I WILL GO TO INDIA OKAYYYYYYYYYYY(:
Class wasn't so bad after all(: I thought it would be boring and dry but with two CRAZY/HYPER/FUN friends beside me, i was truly enjoying every second of the 4 hour lecture :D HAHAH THANKS CHAR AND JUDY! WE ARE SURVIVORS! LOL
THE WEATHER IS AWWWSOOOOMMMMEEEEEE!!! Super nice to sleep lah, with so many tests how to sleeeeeeeep? Anyway if i sleep now i can't sleep tonight :/ was forced to go to ehub! downtown east and bought what they say a 100% rubber material slippers/flip flop from havaianas. I was quite @^*$#$@ at the price but the material is really good and its perfect for my condition, so i'll buy that statement. hahha.
I'm off the bury my head in books! ohyes, and before i forget, i MISSED TODAY'S COMTEMPORARY SERVICE! Luckily i can go next week and next next week is the last weekend class!!! YAYYY and someone's turning 20! hahahahhaaaaa. Good night/evening!
I'll never know how much it cost,
to see my sin upon that cross.
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Friday, November 21, 2008
DON'T STRESS.
MIX IT ALL TOGETHER AND YOU'll GET THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS(: btw i took that pic myself(:
How i wish i could just enjoy like how's everyone enjoying their holidays :( I have three exams in another 2-3 weeks, assignments and weekend classes till mid dec! UGH. I just don't have the motivation i did for my previous modules and i'm freaking myself out. I dont want to retake the module again and pay $2000! PERSERVERE. I WLL SURVIVE. Studying has always been a chore for me and i never once enjoyed it but these are one of the things we just got to do no matter how much we hate it.
Christmas is in about a month's time! I can feel the christmas spirit but i dont have any christmas tree anymore! AWWWWW i miss putting up the christmas tree and the shiny star right on top. Oh well once i get a house of my own i can do whatever i want :D heees. THREE EXAMS THREE WEEKS can anot? IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, CONFIRM CAN! lol
I'm feelin suppperrrrrr supeeerrrr stoneddd. i just dont feel like doing anything but lazing arounddd. Thinking about it, it's gonna be 2009 in a few days time and then we'll graduate with our dip and then suffer again and get out degreeeee and hopefully by then the economy will pick up if not our degree also no use. AIM, SHOOOT. SCORE! :)
On Survivor, it was the FUNNIEST tribal council YET. LOL well that is what i call reaping what you sow! ANTM IS OVERRRRR :( mckey deserved it i guess but analeigh should have been the top 2. oh welllls, ANTM CYCLE 13 COME BRING IT ON! I'll be waiting :))
Krystal keeps getting songs stuck in my head. -____- YOU ARE SUCH A _______! But i'll still love you (: "dont stress, dont stress dont stress, you deserve nothing but the best."
you alone are the real joygiver and the only apple of my eye,
for you are PERFECT, and i thank you for that.
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
MATERIAL.
Seeing so many twelve-year olds crying, wailing, sobbing was so disheartening. Some were crying because they were overjoyed and were reaping their good efforts, and most of them were crying because their marks were not satisfying enough for themselves and most importantly, their parents. Hearing many stories of people/friends/relatives whom parents are not satisfied with their children marks is just heart-wrenching. Their parent's expectations are just OVER THE TOP and by my own personal experience, i can tell you that marks DO NOT determine what you will become and what you will do in the future cause it the Lord determines your steps whether you like it or not cause only he knows what is best for you.
Looking back, exactly five years ago on this very day, my results told me i didn't put much effort and hence the results- reaping what you sow. But i never woke up, did i? I barely made it to the Express Stream and was struggling so much in Secondary school- always the bottom few in class. All my tests/exams were always disappointing and i was actually pretty used to failing that when i did pass, i would be SO HAPPY AND OUT OF THIS WORLD. I was hanging by the thread, and always JUST PASSING. I was humbled when i almost dropped to normal academic in secondary 2 but i hanged on by the faith in God. Sadly, I was still blinded and continued not to pay any attention to my studies, and as i expected, i almost retained in secondary 3. When i thought that that was the ultimate, that was just the beginning. The real wake up call was when i got my o level results last year. I felt so hopeless and useles, but who else to blame but me? I bet even the ITE didnt want me because of my results, especially maths.
But it was through all these failure that i learn to pick myself up everytime i fall and through all these trials did my faith in the Lord increased! I don't blame anyone except myself and to see where am i now, what am i now and who am i now, its just amazing. There will be a way when there seems to be no way as Jesus works in ways we cannot see, He WILL make a way for me(: I'm really grateful and thankful that my parents are not those demanding kind and they put their trust in God as well. Miracles do happen, if you believe!
A LOSER TO THE WORLD, A TREASURE IN YOUR EYES,
THATS ENOUGH TO KEEP ME SATISFIED(:
YAHWEH IS LOVE(:
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
1959(:
Try taking pictures of the deco in a moving vehicle without red lights and you'll see why(:
My chocolate was covering everything you cant even see the fruits. GREEDY.
That was just the FIRST plate. hahahah many more to come.
YUP KPMT LOOKS LIKE MPSR. It's all in the genes you see!
All i could remember of yesterday was FOOOD, FOOD and more FOOOOD from M hotel and Grand Orchard Court! including lots of cakes! (: *smiles widely LOL it was indeed a blast yesterday and i enjoyed myself so much with all the F-O-O-D! With great food and greater company, what more could i ask for?
CAN I SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM?! cause today is the last day of school, well not exactly but still at least it gives me off days from mon-fri! There's weekend this week though but it's kinda like the last few lessons with some of the july intake people! (: So i'll treasure every moment. hahaha
It's already mid november and christmas is in a months' plus time! Wow. this year went pass too fast. This year's christmas lightings at orchard was pretty awesome, better then last year!
I'm rushing to prepare to go to school so i'll let the pictures do the talking! (:
sometimes i wonder what all these rushing is for?
what do we get in the end?
All i can say is : INVEST IN HEAVEN(:
OHOH, and happy 1st spiritual birthday krystal peh munting! LOVE YOU LAH.
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
CONTEMPORARY.
i was practicing to drive in another 4 years(: VROOOOOM.
The journey from PASIR RIS TO YISHUN IS NOT NEAR OKAY. EAST TO SOUTH you know. lol
Yesterday was full of stares. why? Issit so amusing to see someone in a wheelchair? Issit just sympathy or pity or just plain entertaintment? I dont do it for anyone but HIM. Anyway, food was kinda disappointing, except for the 'better then peking duck' pipa ya(: Most importantly, so long HE knows, we knows, it doesnt matter about the others(:
Visited Church of Our Savior today and it turned out pretty awesome. Worship started at 10.30am and i could feel his presence. We might not be used to it but it turned out to be really wonderful. There was a healing session and everyone was praying for anyone who needed help and there i was praying for his healing hands to be upon me and miraculously, my hands became dry the moment i prayed and believed. The service was like a joyous occasion to celebrate and Pastor was talking about many things which personally related to me and i could connect. He also talked about investing in eternity which i thought was really important. Investing in something like your citizenship in heaven is the MOST important thing and although it isn't easy, we can do it through Christ who is our pillar of strength. I felt His presence and i was overwhelmed with people crying because of how touched they were. It was truly an unforgettable experience and i know i finally understood about coming out of my comfort zone and to realise that they are better things awaiting for me to find out if i am willing to take the chance(: PRAISE THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY!
As i chanced upon my grandfather just now, i was looking at his ribs and bones sticking out of his frail and fragile body. Only eighty-seven years and you're decaying. Life is like a flower, it blooms and wilts, just like that. The worse thing is what you did in your past and getting your retribution now. I always believed in the verse : YOU WILL REAP WHAT YOU SOW and it's becoming more scary as people actually got back WORSE then what they did.
Tmr's feasting again and i think i ate about three cakes already. hahahaa daddy's such a fortunate man. Oh and krystal got her long-time game : GAME OF LIFE TWIST AND TURNS and she's buggin me to play with her. hahha with all those 'credit cards' and stuff no wonder Miltion Bradley is so rich. LOL i still got to finish up my assignment for banking and finance and study for exams. BUT WITH SO MUCH DISTRACTIONS, HOW????? Ohyes and it's krystal's trying time especially on thursday, when she is gonna collect her PSLE results. Don't worry girl, you'll do well(: TRUST THE LORD OKAY? GO KC AHHH. tmr is MORNday and luckily i wont be going to schoool(: YIPPPPPY. Tuesday last day of sch and i will miss some friends whom i have met in the july intake. YES LAH ITS YOU. hahhahaha we'll keep in touch yeah? ALRIGHTIES, I LOVE THE WEATHER AND IT IS INFLUENCING ME TO GO TO SLEEP but i cant sleep if not i can forget about sleeping tonight.
thankyou for loving and setting me free,
thankyou for giving your life just for me(:
THERE IS NONE LIKE YOU. NO ONE ELSE CAN TOUCH MY HEART LIKE YOU DO. I COULD SEARCH FOR ALL ETERNITY LONG AND FIND, THERE IS NONE LIKE YOU.
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
S T R A N G E.
YOUR WAY IS THE ONLY WAY. YOU ARE THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT.
I hate wasting time, i mean who doesnt? We already spend three quarters of our life waiting and to waste time while waiting is just !@#$$%^&*. And when you're not doing anything productive, it's even worse. These past few days of school has been TERRIBLE. I really really think its' a TOTAL waste of time and money. Plus tmr i have yet another presentation! I have phobias for presentations okayyyyy :( sighhh. i regretted going school today. I'm just looking forward to the weekends and monday(: AND THEN HOLIDAYS before reality checks in again with exams. But i'll try my utmost best and survive, living one day at a time, trying not to get sucked in by the world. Hands and feet were as usual which is so frustrating as it coincides with every single thing i'm doing. And judy, trust me, i know my feet the best and i know exactly what will happen. MICH AND JUDY, WE CAN DO IT!! Let's kick ass and get the presentation done, SHORT AND SWEEEEET AH! Strangely, i used to look forward to school the previous four modules but this two modules were totally different and i'm sure its because of the people in the class or the teacher. NOT teachers ah, teacher. I'm so glad it's going to be over really sooon.
Well, something to look forward is ANTM and survivor! I hope it loads fast cause i dont wanna wait forever like last week. O levels are finally over! i still remember this time last year, i was REJOICING LIKE CRAZYYYY. hahhaha but there's always more to come.
Sometimes i think so many people are living in self-denial and they even deny reality. It's like they can't see the bubble they are in and all they do is blame everyone except themseleves. It's so sick seeing people behave like that. And i totally agree that B-U-S-Y stands for Being Under Satan's Yoke.
I'm going to go against my will and force myself to edit my stuff for presentation tmr although i really REALLY REALLY dont feel like doing it. I guess we just got to do certain things even if we dont like doing it. Welcome to the world! :/ heh.
the greatest thing in my life is knowing you exist,
and living for you is the best thing i can ever do.
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Radical faith.
Pardon the bad lighting/colour and clarity of the picture, dont know whats up with my hp and the lighting. We were discussing about MISS ATTENTION SEEKER there. hahah i create opportunites to take as many pics as possible(:
last night was CRAZYYY. haha i always have so much fun webcaming with MT! Krystal took my limelight away though. LOL
'THINK I'M GONNA LOSE IT,LOSE IT,LOSE IT, THINK I'M GONNA LOSE IT, I THINK I'M GONNA LOSE IT...' hahah it's a song called 'friday night' by mcfly. But seriously, sometimes i think i'm gonna lose it but i know he'll deliver me. It's not easy to live by faith but i'll make it through with you. JUDY!! TOGETHER WE CAN OVERCOME THIS!!! (: Sadly, someone in my class LOST IT. Everyone was getting so worried for her but the only thing i find productive now is to pray and michelle, you suprised me quite a bit my taking time and patience to talk to her. GOOD ROLE MODEL. hhaha. CHARMAINE! NEVER SAY BYE TO ME TODAY, TSK so hurt.
Today's weather had its own mood swings. It was HAWWT in the morning/afternoon and it was RAINING CADs in the late afternoon and even now, the sky looks so threatening and i hate thunders/lightnings although i know who made it but it gets me so jumpy. My hands/feet werent even dry for a SECOND at all when i was out. Class was VERY non-productive and i really dont have the urge to go to school anymore but there's presentation and assignments to hand in on fri. SIGHH :(
At least i'm looking forward to the weekend cause there ain't no weekend class this weekend! YAY byebye weakends! (: Ohyes and i shall be more observant to how strangers look cause people are saying i'm tooo un-observant. HAHA. EXAMS ARE IN DEC :( SO DEPRESSING CAN.
I'm off to T-R-Y to finish up my assignments and slides noww. But there so many shows! UGH distractions ahhhhhhh. TEMPTATION. I LURVE THE WEATHER SO MUCH I CANNOT EVEN SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE IT((((:
you need to lose in order to gain,
and the more you lose, the more you gain.
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
TRANSFORMERS.
Thy word is a lamp unto my feet and a light onto my path(:
Today's weather was lovely the entire day(: Rainy days always make me feel so happy! Although my condition was really BAD, i forced myself to remember last night's 'The transformers' which made me realise that i am SO fortunate and this little problem is NOTHING compared to that. Anything could happen to anyone, and it happened suddenly. You never knew what happened in the past but the fact that such a thing happened to her is really heart-wrenching. I was on the verge of tearing but i held it in. Sometimes i think it's not a good thing that i can control my emotions so well cause i might just burst and explode one day!
I nearly skipped school today because the weather was TOO GOOD but i went anyway because ms tan is just so nice and i feel so bad that i wont be going on the last lesson so i went(: Although lessons were so short, i'm glad i went(: Tmr onwards is shanti class and i hope it'll be goooood. Oh and there's a tent in my room! HAHAH krystal peh loves to lie/sleep in tents. ME? I AM CLUSTERPHOBIC! hahha and judy knows i am terrified of heights! HAHHAH MY KNEES WERE SO SHAKY TODAY.. michelle very good, abandon us and left early! Can't wait for saturday and monday! YAYyay :D
when will enough ever be enough?
the wait is over,WAY over.
short and sweet-just the way i like it(:
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Monday, November 10, 2008
SKIP, SKIP, SKIP.
YUMMMMO-LICIOUS. Isnt that the LARGEST durian replicas you've even seen?
HOWDY! WEAKEND classes make me so weak, literally. Thank goodness its alternative if not i'll really begin to hate weekends. On the brighter side, next week is daddy's birthday yayyyy and i love to eat and eat and eat like siaoooo. Did i mention that eating is my hobby? hahha if only i can eat and eat and eat and eat without gaining weight, yeah that will happen in heaven! can't wait for that A-W-E-S-O-M-E day! (((:
I'm busy finishing up projects and assignments, and i'm trying to do it asap so i don't rush like mad when the DEADline comes. I HAD ENOUGH WITH LAST MINUTE WORK.
ohyes and i conclude singing CAN be trained and practice makes perfect! (:
ALRIGHTY, I'M GOING TO BE HARDWORKING NOW. tooodles!
IF YOU THINK YOU CAN,
YOU CONFIRM CAN.
hahahha, familar anot? Ex-403ians will know.
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Saturday, November 8, 2008
HERE I AM.
Our masterpiece! the 'judesganmich' artistic side(:
Back of part of the tissue.
front of part of the tissue.
harloww. class today was BOR-ING as usual but luckily we had lots and lots of tissues from mich. hahha sorry for not being recyling-friendly but we were dying of boredom and MORNING classes but actually i prefer morning classes leh.
I mistakenly thought ANTM was episode 12 but it was actually episode 11! HAHAHA oooops. I told judy and nic it was ep 11. ELINA WENT OUT!! YAYYYY. haha cannot believe she's only EIGHTEEEEEN. hey judy's she's just your age! HAHA
heard from many sources that o level this year was pretty much manageable, compared to last year! hahah but i finally understood the reason behind it so i won't utter a word of complain(:
Krystal must be scaring the guts out of people now. She called me twice in the middle of my class to let me hear what was happening. She's going to her friend's BBQ party and will only be back at 10pm :( All that screaming,shouting and eerie music, she's sure having a WHALE of a time man! hahha missing her though. When she's not around, my home seems to get so quiet. With her, it gets too noisy with all her screaming and irritation. hahaa.
I need to get a couple of things done and i hate the word deadline. Need to complete QM project and graphs by friday, need to essay out my assignment project for banking and finance, need to prepare for presentation next week, study for three tests in dec! Exams shouldn't be in dec!! HELLOOOOO, holiday period! They dont care, do they. oh wells :/ I'm gonna prepare the enzymes now(: BYEEEEE.
here i am to worship, here i am to bow down, here i am to say that you're my God,
you're altogether worthy, altogether lovely, altogether wonderful to me(:
could you ever conform without a fuss?
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
BEST OF THE BEST.
michi, judith and me(: MISS YOUUUU GUYYSS. for once i dont need to guess which buttons to press for neoprints! haha
these few days have been full of attention. From home to schoool :( i mean everyone wants attention once in a while right but when attention turns to something dangerous? that's a whole new level man. I was reading mich's blog about the american guy who went around killing random people and i could see the connection. It happened SUDDENLY, just like that. And signs are shown to tell people something. Like there's a sign for depression or insanity. Anyway class was AGAIN freaky/scary to many ppl and once people know i've known her for almost 8 years, they'll understand why i'm not suprised at all. Hey, i can't do anything but pray okay and today she just pretended like everyone was her audience. The only thing missing was a spotlight, actually there need not have one! hahahahaha. how i wish classes only have a max of 20 people :/ i really cannot stand such BIG classes. PRAYPRAYPRAY, there's still two more years! HAHA.
Tmr's friday but i'm not even a bit happy! WEEKEND CLASSESSSSSSSSSSS! AIYOYO. sad man, weekend classes nevermind you know, MORNING WEEKEND CLASSESSSSS, you mind? hahha morning weekend class nevermind you know, MS **** ***! waaaaaaa :( it'll be over lah huh. I'm waiting for ANTM to appear on youtube and it's always taking forever... oh wells i'm learning to be patient. one random thing: my ezlink card has gone nuts. I was tapping it so furiously ystd in the afternoon and evening and it came out RED SAYING: ERROR. and weirdly my fee everyday is different! HAHAH RIGHT JUDY? one moment is $1.06, the next moment is $1.45 and same place same time! WEIRRDDDDD ah? My Ezlink card has mood swings too. haha
I must confess i still believe, but will you always think the same way i think?
I have the best of the best of the best! AWESOME :) if you only know what the best is.
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
speech less.
Nic, me and judy. hahha tampines, pasir ris and in the middle of both. HAHAHAH!
I know its kind of unglam and our feet looks like they are in pain but i cant stop laughing at the colours of the nails! HAHAH zann,me and mich. HAHAHAH i cant even remember that i had that colour! HAHAHAHAH.
WHEWW. 1 presentation is down and 1 more to go :( Never liked presentations since day one. I think our group did really well and everyone was so united(: I LOVE MY GROUP! THANK GOD we managed to swap our presentation positions if not we'll be stressed out to the max man! QM presentation is even worse cause there's only three people. ahhhhh presentations are so sucky.
She didnt turn up for class today and as a result made headlines again. With or without her presence, there are still rumors and gossips about her. I dont even know what to say. Anyway, the thought of weekend classes this week is so dampening! :/ My throat gets all hyper when its cold and dry like durin presentation OMG my throat felt like some desert because of the condition but im glad we presented short and sweet(:
Yesterday's party made me think how time goes by SOOOO fast. And sometimes it's so difficult to comprehen why people are so stubborn and they always think their ways are right. Even though they have been through difficult times but they just dont learn from it, dont they? They just stick to their usual self-centered self. Who is at the losing end? YOU.
My six sense was accurate again! Obama won! (:
Alright I'm tired, gonna see my little box again. hahaha
would you believe?
do you even realise what you've got?
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
WALK YOUR TALK.
cambodia, cambodia. need i say more?
I LOVE THE BEACH! and the sand and the sea(: awesome nature. hahha can you spot my black and white difference on my arms?
Today's school went pretty well except for the state of my hands/feet. ANYWAY, casting that away, school ended super duper early! :D We had extra time for project work and tmr is presentation AGAIN :/ plus i dont like presenting in this class. Hope all goes well(: JIAYOU EVERYONE!
And for that matter, i heard she doesnt need to present because she's doing the project individually. She was really acting more then just weird today. She was talking/laughing to herself, she waited for us to finish up and walked with us all the way to the mrt and even took the mrt! I mean...?! I've known her for 7 years already and she has always been like that but its just getting worse especially for people who rarely know her and they give stares. Do you just want attention because you aren't getting any? Are you just lonely for friends? You're giving everyone a very uneasy feeling if you dont know. Self-denial? DEFINETLY.
I hope tmr's presentation goes well. hahhaha i was laughing like crazy thanks to my peeps in class. We were trying SO hard to concentrate but distractions were just too much. I had to filter out the rubbish and concentrate on our project! HAHA. And i saw those people at the back taking pictures of HER who was playing/talking to her calculator and flexible ruler. W-E-I-R-D. Well there's nothing we can do, can we?
I'm waiting for judy/mich to send me the the slides and scripts so that we can all practice because our slides are going to only have the headings so have to say a whole lot. HOW I HATE TALKING IN FRONT OF AN AUDIENCE, and my class has 50 over people, hellooo! I just cant project my voice :( but i can do anything through christ who strengthens me! AMEN.
when will your reflection shows,
who you are-inside?
Meagan left her fingerprints
@ 6:07 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
CLAMP THE CRAMP!
Look at the God's awesome creation! I took this one sunday morning at 6 something am at Bedok Reservoir Park. The reflection of it just made it complete. It's such awe and amazement to see it so close, feeling His presence(:
I'm glad i have this people in school to look forward too! (: School's definetly more interesting with them! Nicole,michelle,judy,coral,jy and i! They each have their own unique personality and they are really awesome! THREE KC GIRLS! YAY We seldom take group photos though, must take more!! :D
I'm in so much pain again :( CRAMPS. ughhhhhhhh. and im bleeding internally. hahhahah stupid time of the month. i cant even walk properly! So i'm skipping school today(: tmr's aunty barbara's birthday and she invited 3 of her friends and emily's coming as well. yay happy 60th birthday! you sure dont look a bit like 60! Thanks for EVERYTHING man, you treat me SO MUCH better then my relatives! Strangers,friends are sometimes so much better/closer then your very own relatives. Weird i must say, but its almost so true.
Krystal's not really well in the head. It must be the flu. She's not herself and she's influencing me. She skipped school again, anyway there's no reason for her to go. She's watchin enchanted and singing along to it out of tune. She wants to name her daughter Jazelle from that movie but many ppl HATE that name, LOL. Hope we get better by tmr if not we cant eat THOSE GOOOOD FOOOOD :( i feel so bloody today, even my font colour agrees. hahaha. LOVE THE WEATHER THOUGH, awesome! RAINRAIN(: My neck still itches but its better, PRAISE GOD! GOD IS SOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSO AWESOME JUST AND FAIR.
I can really feel the enzymes balancing me up with all these things happening to me! Well it sucks but if you think long-term, it WILL and DOES help(: PERSERVERE, MEAGAN! I CAN DO ANYTHING THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME! I'm hungry again :/ didnt eat much. Have school on saturday and sunday again! Morning class again! boo hoo hoo. Alright im gonna rest so my tummy gets well(: I was thinking about stuff and i realise family's SO important and essential but sometimes family members dont even act like you're one of them and i just feel so CHARDCHARD. aiya i guess i should re-welcome myself to the world! I got to run and finish up our POM project cause it's due on wednesday! did i tell you i HATE projects/presentations? They give too much stress to us. hahha oh wells.
This world is not my home-i'm just a passing through,
If heaven's not my home, then Lord what will i do?
Meagan left her fingerprints
@ 11:40 AM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
PUSH THE PIMP.
LOOK WHO'S DRIVING? hahhah i can officially drive in another 4 years! hahha YASMIN and Krystal told me they would not want to sit in the car i drive but i told them, HEY YOU'LL BE SUPRISED! VERY, VERY SUPRISED!
JUST TO MAKE THIS CLEAR: I STILL DO NOT LIKE PINK AT ALL. but this picture looked really nice with pink. hahhaha i know what you are going to say, MICHELLE TAN QY and ZANN LOW WX! lol it was on cny, and i really like that banana! brings back lots of memories(:
ITCHHHYYYYYYYY itchyyyyy!!
apple cider vinegar has indeed helped A L O T, alot but its still itchyy. and it makes my heat rash looks a bit scaryyyyyy. its a bit like a burn/ wound/ some deformed skin :( oh well i hope it goes away sooooon.
PIMP sounds so much nicer then pimples right! Especially when someone's name is so similar to it! hahah anyway i was trying so hard but to no avail to help ting push her pimp but it was harder then i thought. LOL. im a professional pimp-squeeser okay! Although krystal said in her blog that pimps are not supposed to be squeezed, but if you dont squeese it, the pass, which is CRAP, cant come out ASAP! You must squeese all that toxin out! If it were me, i WOULD squeese it out no matter how pain it was! hahahaha.
Didnt go to BPMC today in the end because we werent feeling well so next week shall see the beginning of something new(: I realise we should learn to do things YAHWEH's way instead of OUR way. Its so hard especially when the world often sucks us in but i think its possible.
Principles Of Management starts tomorrow again. Nice teacher, not-so-nice people, but hey, it wouldnt be called REALITY if there were just nice people all around. But with all the nice people around, it doesnt really matter(: Cause all my good friends are seated all around me. YAY. I hope my mood goes accordingly to you know what. Weather plays an important role though so i'll start praying for awesome weather from my AWESOME daddy((:
I finally had proper/full food for lunch today! DUCK RICE. yummmmmmy. hey, i know its only duck rice but it tasted even yummier because i cooked the rice! hahhaha i had just bread/biscuits and porridge to survive for 5 days okay! NEVER TAKE FOOD FOR GRANTED MANNNN.
When I'm down, my sixth sense is also down. HAHAHAH HILARIOUS. ANTM- I WANTED ELINA TO GOOOOO. :( I think Sheena was okay but i prefered her to elina. and for SURVIVOR- i was waiting for it to start until i fell asleep. HAHAH i was shocked dan and ace left the game so early but i never liked the both of them anyway. i love fridays! who doesnt? hahaha alright i'm gonna seeee teeeveeee before trying to PUSH THE PIMP AGAIN. whahahhaha!
I live to eat, and not eat to live. what about you?
Meagan left her fingerprints
@ 12:39 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
LUNGified.
I LOVE PLACES WHERE THEY ARE JUST NOBODY AND I CAN BE SO COMFORTABLE AND BE MYSELF. hahah you'll never guess where this place was.
HE WILL FIND A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY. HE WORKS IN WAYS WE CANNOT SEE, HE WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME(:HELL-O.
I'm back, and better then ever. hahha i feel G-R-E-A-T(: To know that i can eat anything(almost anything), i dont ever want to go back to those days again :/
HSM3 was alright i guess since im no BIG fan. My left nostril is so sore from sniffing :( oucch. air corn makes coughing/breathing worse but i cant sleep without air corn! School reopens on monday again and thinking about projects just make me get so ......... it's always like a repeat cycle. we always do it SO last minute. What to do? I guess thats just how we get motivated, the deadline! WE'LL BE GRADUATING WITH OUR DIPLOMA AND DEGREE IN OCT 2010! WHAT A NICE MONTH/YEAR! YEAAAHHHH thats my ultimate motivation! (((:
My heat rash at my neck is so itchy, thanks to HEAT from my fever. Now it looks like i have some LARGE SCALE mosquito bite. yuck. But its APPLE CIDER VINEGAR TO THE RESCUE! Hey, i use it with salads, to drink for digestion, to wash hair(I PROMISE IT GIVES A GLOW AND SHINE AND RESISTANCE, DONT BELIEVE TOUCH MY HAIR WHEN U HAVE THE CHANCE. LOL ), cook, and use for burns, sore throat, cough, ulcers! BRAGGS APPLE CIDER VINEGAR! IT WORKS WONDERS(: TRY IT TO BELIEVE IT ya! I've been using it for almost 7 years now and it never fails me. I have some friends who bought it and try already, right? hahha
It will be my second visit to BPMC and i hope it'll be a fruitful and awesome one! We arent quite used to it yet but we'll just see how it goes. Only time will tell- be it 5 years or 15 years.
words can't bring me down,
what HE thinks only matters to me now.
Meagan left her fingerprints
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