I dont have the habit/talent to smile and sometimes i smile upside down. I rather not smile then smile with facade on.
YEAHHHHH HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Although its only 6 days, but its alot to me okayyyy(:
i was literally draggin myself out of bed today to go to school. I repeatedly told myself: SCHOOL WILL BE OVER SOON, AND I WILL HAVE 6 CONSECUTIVE DAYS OF HOLIDAYS and that kind of made my day :) today's lesson was better then yesterday's because me Judy and mich ended up drawing while waiting for the break that was promised but never existed :( I went to Gongs house right after school and i realise that Yishun only has SMRT buses. Anyway we waited for the bus for like 30 mins :/ and i was like bathed in oil. plus my pimples were evolving one after another. UGH ppl kept laughing.. yeah go ahead. must be the dragonfuit enzymes doing its job and thats the side effect(: yesyes. and i'm not in self-denial ahh.
How UN-believable can this get? When you thought that nothing's gonna change and there's nothing you can do, suddenly in that split second when you are going to give up on that person/situation.. a tiny glimpse of hope finally emerged. After a decade of nonstop praying, i finally saw the change in you. Although its so minimal, i know you're slowly changing and i Praise God for that! (: Prayers work wonders, AMEN TO THAT. I'll just have to keep on praying for the rest and no matter how long it takes, i'll keep on going(:
I have this slight itch/irritation in my throat and i think the culprit is chilli/black pepper crab. But i must say it's worthwhile as i had never seen such HUGE crabs in my life! hahah it does look a bit scary but it was HEAVENLYYY. i could eat crabs all day long and never get sick of it(: It's so cool that NUI,NEO and LEONG are the same actually(: WE ARE FAMILY..I GOT ALL MY SISTERS AND ME(((((:
Sometimes i really feel that my eyes/hands/feet have a mind of their own and they dont listen to what my brain tells them to do. I really do. And i believe ALOT in reaping what you sow as i was hearing my 85 year old grandfather talkin/complaining in Hokkien to my mum about his children.. i can see so clearly why some things happened.
I'll give my all and everything I've got,
I promise you I'll give it my best shot.
