Thursday, October 30, 2008
when i'm weak then i'll be strong(:
i love jumping pictures! The expression is so timeless! Me and Gen were supporting Krystal the cheerleader. hahaha
talking about food, this pic was my o level practical(: Wow i cant believe i actually cooked all that in 2 and a half hours! We had to cook dishes from hawker center and make it healthier. The chicken rice was a disaster and luckily the rest was okay(: i miss FNN :(
HELLOOOOOO EVERYONE(: I'm feeling SO much better after FOUR FREEAKKING days of total bedrest and lost of my poor and pathetic throat. Thanks to EVERY SINGLE one of you who prayed for me and gave me those awesome wishes! (: It's these small things which add up to something really big.
My cough is still lingering but i got my throat back! yayy Fever went up and down just like a rollercoaster but thank God and Praise Him. One thing to note : when you're having fever. SWEAT IT OUT LIKE CRAZY. you're fever will subside like CRAZY as well. Drink HOT water, or some herbs, or cover in your blanket till you sweat like a mad pig because it does help((: I ate porridge, bread, biscuits, porridge,bread, biscuits consecutively for four days, now i forgot the taste of other food :( Thankyou mummy for everything! :) ♥ many many.
I THANK GOD SO MUCH THAT I'M HAVING MY MID TERM BREAK THIS WEEK IF NOT I'LL JUST DIE AND LOSE MY 10% ATTENDANCE. JESUS IS SO AWESOME(:
I'll go and be obedient and take my panadol and herbs and i will be recovered by tmr yeah?
Dont take ordinary things for granted,
cause it will be too late when you get daunted.
Meagan left her fingerprints
@ 5:23 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
BLEEEDING THROAT.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
My throat is killing me literally with all the vomiting and coughing. I hate vomiting and i vomited almost 10 times yesterday. I vomit EVERY SINGLE THING I ATE AND DRANK. on the bright side, i definetly lost weight but i couldnt even get out of bed. Fever came rushing in between a range of 38-39 degrees and flu just dropped by yesterday night :(
i take so long to recover because i cant take western medicine except panadol.
this just sucks.
i need to bed rest again. and i didnt even sleep well the whole 3 nights! I HATE THIS FEELING. I felt like a dead corpse yesterday and lying down made me feel worse.
please pray for me. your prayers are essential. XIEXIE.
I have a strange feeling but i think i lost my throat.
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Monday, October 27, 2008
FAULTED ME.
HUMAN LENS AINT THE WAY WE SHOULD SEE THINGS.
I FEEL LIKE SHIT/CRAP.
YES IT WAS MY FAULT OF HAVING AN IRRITATED THROAT AND ALTHOUGH I DID NOT HAVE THE CHANCE OF GOING HOME TO TAKE MY HONEY/GARLIC, I STILL ATE SO MUCH SEAFOOD :(
GREEDYYYYYY ME. I WOKE UP AT 9AM THEN I WENT TO SLEEP AGAIN AND THEN I FELT SO TERRIBLE SO I THOUGHT SLEEP WAS THE ONLY WAY TO BLOCK IT ALL OUT. PLUS RANTS WERE THE LEAST THING I WANT TO HEAR! I WENT TO SLEEP AGAIN FROM 11 PLUS TO LIKE NOW AND I STILL FEEL THE SAME. OH WELLS, THE VIRUS OF THE 21ST CENTURY IS SO MUCH STRONGER THEN THOSE OF THE PAST. FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! GO IMMUNE SYSTEM :D
I just vomited three times. ugh, hate vomiting. i felt like my lungs were also gonna come out.
OFF I GO TO REST AND HOPEFULLY FEEL MUCH BETTER.
Perfect love casts out fear(:
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
UN-believable.
Everyone has their entrances and exits but your actions/opinions tells A L O T.
I dont have the habit/talent to smile and sometimes i smile upside down. I rather not smile then smile with facade on.
YEAHHHHH HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Although its only 6 days, but its alot to me okayyyy(:
i was literally draggin myself out of bed today to go to school. I repeatedly told myself: SCHOOL WILL BE OVER SOON, AND I WILL HAVE 6 CONSECUTIVE DAYS OF HOLIDAYS and that kind of made my day :) today's lesson was better then yesterday's because me Judy and mich ended up drawing while waiting for the break that was promised but never existed :( I went to Gongs house right after school and i realise that Yishun only has SMRT buses. Anyway we waited for the bus for like 30 mins :/ and i was like bathed in oil. plus my pimples were evolving one after another. UGH ppl kept laughing.. yeah go ahead. must be the dragonfuit enzymes doing its job and thats the side effect(: yesyes. and i'm not in self-denial ahh.
How UN-believable can this get? When you thought that nothing's gonna change and there's nothing you can do, suddenly in that split second when you are going to give up on that person/situation.. a tiny glimpse of hope finally emerged. After a decade of nonstop praying, i finally saw the change in you. Although its so minimal, i know you're slowly changing and i Praise God for that! (: Prayers work wonders, AMEN TO THAT. I'll just have to keep on praying for the rest and no matter how long it takes, i'll keep on going(:
I have this slight itch/irritation in my throat and i think the culprit is chilli/black pepper crab. But i must say it's worthwhile as i had never seen such HUGE crabs in my life! hahah it does look a bit scary but it was HEAVENLYYY. i could eat crabs all day long and never get sick of it(: It's so cool that NUI,NEO and LEONG are the same actually(: WE ARE FAMILY..I GOT ALL MY SISTERS AND ME(((((:
Sometimes i really feel that my eyes/hands/feet have a mind of their own and they dont listen to what my brain tells them to do. I really do. And i believe ALOT in reaping what you sow as i was hearing my 85 year old grandfather talkin/complaining in Hokkien to my mum about his children.. i can see so clearly why some things happened.
I'll give my all and everything I've got,
I promise you I'll give it my best shot.
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Saturday, October 25, 2008
BANK-NANCE down under.
Sunji, krystal and me. hahaha my arm shows my before/after skin tone. BURN LIKE SIAO.
On the way to school at 8 somethanggg. YAWN. hahha
THIS PICTURE BRINGS BACK SO MUCH MEMORIES RIGHT ZANN LOW! did we knock our heads after we took? haha i think i have the most neoprints with you man! HAHAHAHAHA MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, CRAZY WOMAN! (:
LOL! MAJIDA. adapted from i survived a japanese game show. AHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Me, mich and Judy. It was taken today while waiting for mich's foood. MORNING faces. ha ha.
Me, Nic and Judy at Bras Besah. HAHAH i remembered my neck became stiff for a while. I zoomed ALOT okayyy. hahhahahahahhahahah!I AM SOOOOO TIRED. Today's class was.................................... WE HAD TO LITERALLY WHISPER to each other. I felt sooooo controlled. ANYWAY, the topic is interesting but i hope lessons get better.
Met Sunji at white sands and now we're at home(: home sweet home. I'm such a homely person you have no idea how homely i am! HAHA
I LOVE JUDY'S EYELINER! HAHAH so does michelle eh. She was experimenting on Mich because she wanted to see how it went and it went GREAT. hahah i almost could not recognise her! it's so compact/light, AWESOME lah. remember to get for us when you go to India next year. hahha we will wait patiently and i promise you i will go there in about 6-7 years time? hahha! I will go JUST FOR YOU, MY DEAR FRIEND(:
Tmr's class is from 9am to 1pm again :( i hope tmr's weather will be as i wish :] i dont want to freeze or melt again. Plus where i am sitting i have to strain my neck as if its some flexible ruler!Sunji's here because she missed me so much eh? hahaha dont worry girl, you dont see me on sunday doesnt mean you cannot see me other days!
Buddy Emily is coming tonight! YAY gosh missed her for soooooo long(: WE NEED TO TAKE PICTURES LIKE SIAO OKAYYYYYY(: AI SI NI LE AI MEI LI. hahahahahaaaaa.
okay im hyper because i dont have enough sleeeep zzzzzzzzzzzzz so let my pictures do the talking for the time being yeah? :)
It's so easy to say but so difficult to mime. But with you as my rear guard, i'll overcome it with time (:
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Friday, October 24, 2008
WEAKENDS :(
Sometimes i look at the different COLOURS of things and i find it so amazing(: especially to know that HE did all that (((((: Even humans. Like Judy would agree 101% with me, EVERY SINGLE detail/feature is so detailed and different! RIGHT? IMAGINE ZILLLIONS OF DIFFERENT FINGERPRINTS/NOSES/EARS/EYES?! AWESOME huh. YES MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD HE REIGNS! Now i know why i didnt go to Cambodia in the end(: GOD DELIVERS PEOPLE WHO ARE FAITHFUL TO HIM(: He knows how much one can take and how much our limits are(:
Anyway, talking about weekends like my title says, i feel so WEAKENDly :( My weekends are goneeeee. plus school starts at 9ammmmmmmmmmm! Just be glad that i have no school the whole week, only weekend classes(: yayyy.
Today was AWESOMEEEEEEEEE because my hands/feet were dry 99.999999999999% of the time(: and it affects my moood ALOT. Plus today's test was so hilarious! hahahhaha at least it went quite alright =D I, for one HATE crowds and lunch crowds are the worse. so we got our lunch from BK and headed back to schoool(: hahah i didnt expect a few burgers/drinks/fries could add to so much weight. HA.
When i received your smses just now, you really made me feel so special. Not because no one has ever said that to me, but because you said it so sincerely and i can feel its from the bottom of your heart(: thankyou. It's good to tell people things that you admire/like about them because it DOES make a difference, even if it's a small difference. I dont really have a choice to stay or go, i just listen and go wherever HE leads me too, so i hope you understand :)
To hear so many stories of people's lives make me feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fortunate. To know that i have the most important person in the world and universe, it's so satisfying and comforting because even if the world is against me, i know you're there for me(:
why is ANTM cycle 11 episode 9 not on youtube yetttttttt? WHY WHY WHY. ugh. P-A-T-I-E-N-C-E is the key, meagan(:
The spirit is willing but the flesh is so weak.
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
TICKtock.
SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT. are you differently the same?
OH MAN I MISS YOU GUYS! hahhaha the background was so nice man(: but i never want to go back to o level days. hahha NEVER EVER.
TODAY WAS ________. my moood was aekjaslthraslntlasntaltnaatrlsrljalejalenh!~
PLUS tmr i have class from 9am to 4.30pm :/ ANNDD mid term test on QM as well :(
i woke up at 11.30am today and if Krystal did not come and open the door i would have slept till i dont know when. HAHAHAHAHA. i seriously slept like a PIG/LOG. and i dont usually sleep until so late! (RIGHT? some ppl know what time i wake up!)
To that special someone:
Hey, i'm glad you went today and I KNOW YOU WONT REGRET IT OKAY?(:
Sorry i didnt hear you when you called but when i called you back, i was so elated to hear your relieved voice! I will always be there for you, because i know you'll do the same. Unlike part of clique last time, i know WHO THEY TRULY ARE. All the best for the rest of the days and before you know it, it'll be over! :D TAKE CARE AND SEEYOU SOOON OK? (: jesus loves you alottt. YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!
okay i got to run and revise for QM and i hope i get the motivation i need. i need >motivation and
TOMORROW WILL GET BETTER, AMEN!
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
CHANGING TIMESS.
some random memorable pics i felt like putting((: those pictures paint a zillion words!
Five years is indeed a LONG time. That's the different number of years Krystal and me are separated by. And when i was preparing for her grad yesterday/today, i realise things have changed SO much- be it 5 or 10 years ago. I still vividly remember my P6 grad when i did not even had a colour hp, much less a camera. and what was my theme? HAWAIIAN. LOL. yes, THE BEST THEME EVER AH? i will never forget that 2003 was the ONLY year in KCP holding grad in schooolll. HELLOOOOO?! issit just my luck or whattt.
Anyway, today started out rough especially my aching muscles but some people and my RARE situation of my hands/feet made it better(: I was listening to our mini conversation about each of our views and how different we think and i realise the way we are brought up and the way we teach out children and set examples are so so soooo important. But then, there is a reason where we are born, when we are born and who we are born to. It's good to voice out opinions and understand how certain people think.
I still have 5 graphs to drawwww :( MICHELLLLLE TAN! gooood life ahh, MC for so long. Take care okayyyy, you're needed in schoool. Today Judy and i managed to finish up parts of our project of what we were supposed to do. hahaha i wont forget our 'secret hh shake'(:
I get so uptight everytime i talk about my 'black heuristic generations' and i just cannot phantom why those people who make life difficult for you must be people so near to you. but i know they will be judged and they will get what they deserve on THAT ONE SPECIAL DAY. for that, i'm contented. but meanwhile, i'll just remind myself that HE is ALWAYS watching(:
sometimes your mind plays tricks on you and people won't be like who they use to be before.
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
TOASTED! anyone?
Me and Sunji(Brenda). an nyong sayo!
OUCCCCCHHHHHH.
my skin is CHAO TAH. well at least i could not feel my hands/feet sweating for the past 6 hours((:
i've always known the REAL you. I know who will catch me when i fall. i know who is true or not. I LOVE YOU KRYSTAL AND CORDELL! although you always wear me out to the max.
Judy's situation today has made me think deeper into many things. I KNOW FOR SURE I WILL SEE THAT REASON. but can i hang on any longer? I'm relying so much on my faith and trust. No one understands me enough to tell me what to do with it. Only YOU. I'll keep waiting patiently and i yearn for that day to come, and i KNOW IT WILL COME! i will wait no matter how long it takes.
when you have the new, the old one fades away. but to know that i've got you- you make me feel STRONGER!
and i see jealousy in your eyes. you cant hide from my six sense. but i pity you.
BPMC turned out to be okay, the pastor was a bit emotional though but the most important thing-to follow where you lead us, and i believe you will lead us to where you want us to go, to do what you want us to do. Sorry Sunji, i cannot be there for you every sunday and i admire your guts to come all the way to another country. But i promise i'll be there for you when you need me-including help for your english! (: I'll miss you.
heh-i got enough vitamin D to last me a whole month(: yay. hello indoor, goodbye nasty weather.
Meagan left her fingerprints
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COME AGAIN.
This picture was on self-timer mode with the trusty help of the miniature rock wall (:
Exactly two years and 7 months since i last used blogspot, although i kind of missed it.
and since the crave of blogging is on again, i shall make an effort to train my determination and perserverance.
Need more time to find a nicer blogskin IF I COULD ACTUALLY REMEMBER HOW TO PUT MY OWN PICTURES INTO WEBSITES with credits to my IT class. hurhur.
i went to be a FOC babysiter for krystal and cordell just now, so here's a few pictures to see(: enjoy.
I WANT A GOOD CAMERA FOR PHOTOGRAPHY, please?
today wasnt a good day but i know tomorrow will be better =) or at least i hope it will.
OH MAN WEEKEND CLASSSES HAVE COMEEEEE TO TORTURE ME.
please pass fast. please pass faster.please pass very fast.
and then i say: dont focus on your weaknesses and then you'll know why.
Meagan left her fingerprints
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Sometimes i look at the different COLOURS of things and i find it so amazing(: especially to know that HE did all that (((((: Even humans. Like Judy would agree 101% with me, EVERY SINGLE detail/feature is so detailed and different! RIGHT? IMAGINE ZILLLIONS OF DIFFERENT FINGERPRINTS/NOSES/EARS/EYES?! AWESOME huh. YES MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD HE REIGNS! Now i know why i didnt go to Cambodia in the end(: GOD DELIVERS PEOPLE WHO ARE FAITHFUL TO HIM(: He knows how much one can take and how much our limits are(:
SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT. are you differently the same?
OH MAN I MISS YOU GUYS! hahhaha the background was so nice man(: but i never want to go back to o level days. hahha NEVER EVER.
This picture was on self-timer mode with the trusty help of the miniature rock wall (:
